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Jan. 24th, 2018 08:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
can the other living bodies to whom im connected hear me, see my experiences, share in my life at all
all the other parts sharing our experience, switching roles, taking on parts of this invisible body
some who i thought were part are no longer here, and others, similar though seemingly better suited for the moment, have arisen to take the slots
am i replaceable as they are? a different and familiar person crossing lines with me through treks cross country and bringing healthier love to someone who at one point seemed a part of this body
do I fill too many roles alone, and thus find life unliveable; am I to find other body parts in the form of loved people to continue living
and what of the roles that are filled by this on in alternate bodies? what's expected is never what's desired. bones tear flesh, and expose to the air the deepest set insecurities
a brain without a body is a weak thing indeed, and this brain lacks the proper chemicals to function
all the other parts sharing our experience, switching roles, taking on parts of this invisible body
some who i thought were part are no longer here, and others, similar though seemingly better suited for the moment, have arisen to take the slots
am i replaceable as they are? a different and familiar person crossing lines with me through treks cross country and bringing healthier love to someone who at one point seemed a part of this body
do I fill too many roles alone, and thus find life unliveable; am I to find other body parts in the form of loved people to continue living
and what of the roles that are filled by this on in alternate bodies? what's expected is never what's desired. bones tear flesh, and expose to the air the deepest set insecurities
a brain without a body is a weak thing indeed, and this brain lacks the proper chemicals to function